Delusion

People who seem so close to us in person usual are so far away (emotionally). And the ones gone far away forever seem to be closest to us in our thoughts, minds and hearts.

We drift away from our loved ones and yet feel immense unbearable love for them. We blame circumstances for the drift and still miss them a lot.

We go all lengths and all over to look for happiness, joy and love but find it the toughest to seek it within where it is sure to be found.

We wonder why we are not being loved by the one we seem to love whole heartedly, ironically we find it the most difficult to love ourselves.

We detest being ridiculed but most often seen belittling ourselves

We so willingly give away our hearts the one whom we know will surely hurt us but when some who really loves us comes to us we resist trying to find excuses and reasons for that love to be false.

Isn’t life such a Delusion, or what we make of it ?